Its been along while.
still working,
still studying ,
still fooling,
still skipping classes,
still alive,
still drinking
still fat
still gyming
still have money
still bored
still tired
still thinking of what more life has in store for me
still wondering why
still eating
still have frens

selamat hari raye people
skipped school twice this week, and i think i haven much left to be able to skip anymore.
went to MOS last thurs, hell lot of manjens, couldn't take it, and the only reason y hassan wanted to go was cos all his frens were there it was his kampong.Trust me i din wan to go cos i wanna go school...REALLY!
but still ended up not going , reached home at 7.
Serene's going to try out a new job, an acounting job at her mom's Company.(in case ure wondering who Serene is, she my colleague and bitching mate)
Life ain gon be the same anymore, its gonna b a hell lot boring, no bitching, no fun no laughter.
im gonna miss you alot man you better come back and work when u can. Hope you enjoy the new expereience, maybe its time for a change after being in the night scene for more than 6 yrs.Do something big..
Don't forget us and meet up to chill alrgiht no more clubbin at least for now.
Love you sister.

gonna study for UT now.IM so freaking hard working, im a dork!

Its been along while.
still working,
still studying ,
still fooling,
still skipping classes,
still alive,
still drinking
still fat
still gyming
still have money
still bored
still tired
still thinking of what more life has in store for me
still wondering why
still eating
still have frens

selamat hari raye people
skipped school twice this week, and i think i haven much left to be able to skip anymore.
went to MOS last thurs, hell lot of manjens, couldn't take it, and the only reason y hassan wanted to go was cos all his frens were there it was his kampong.Trust me i din wan to go cos i wanna go school...REALLY!
but still ended up not going , reached home at 7.
Serene's going to try out a new job, an acounting job at her mom's Company.(in case ure wondering who Serene is, she my colleague and bitching mate)
Life ain gon be the same anymore, its gonna b a hell lot boring, no bitching, no fun no laughter.
im gonna miss you alot man you better come back and work when u can. Hope you enjoy the new expereience, maybe its time for a change after being in the night scene for more than 6 yrs.Do something big..
Don't forget us and meet up to chill alrgiht no more clubbin at least for now.
Love you sister.

gonna study for UT now.IM so freaking hard working, im a dork!

My own lyrics to take me as i am.Inspired by the song.

Don’t ever underestimate me
Cos the last person who did is sleeping with the fishes
Blow me your sweet kisses on this ugly face scarred with pimples
Still thinking mesmerized by yr dimples
Look deeper you would find nuttin but emptiness
Hate build up and loneliness
I don’t want yr pity
Take me as I am cos I can only be me
All or nuttin at all
Sharing my darkest secrets
Doing my best weighing all options minimizing regrets
We all wanna imitate god
But all we ever did was bullshit a whole lot
Colors and races don’t matter cos we all bleed through our veins and e similar red run thru our veins.

i like this verse.

you say god bless me when im sneezing but what you should say is god bless me cos im breathing. - papoose.

maryj blige ft papoose - take me as i am.

ok enough with the political stuff.i shoot my mouth off i might shoot myself in the leg.
my class is boring, my facilitators are worse, my class mates are slengers i can't stand this shit..
i've got 5 modules, and i can skip twice for each modules, therefore i have 10 days of 'leave'.And i've cleared 3 days so i have 7 days left.Damn....i need motivation to go to school which i do not have.

Anyhow, yesterday was a lonesome friday night, the skies are not clear but hazy.with an exceptional high PSI of 80.Whats PSI stand for anyway? The 'Please stay in' index? or Paranormal sighting index?
I SCRAPED MY DAD'S CAR!fuCK..
all thanks to Han and his stupid 'tokyo drift carpark'.was goind down the extremely narrow ramp when i heard scraping sound followed by the jerking of my car, like it was on hydraulics.
i swear that if you were at the adjacent blocks you would have heard distinctly someone shouting 'fuck'.Spent the next 1/2 an hour cleaning scrubbing polising and waxing the 'war stained' car.Lucky enough it wasn't that bad.no pictures cos i almost pissed in my pants let alone hold a damn camera.
Met my colleagues at 'spized' for sahur(is tt how you spell it.?'),was sitting at the table beside the road with a 50 km per hour sign above my head.Laughing and talking , just chillin around when this china guy in the stupid paul twohill-stripped t shirt walk past,stop be side our table by the road,puked his ass off, look at the puke,and said ' woah' and walked off the very next second.
i was stunt name;y because he puked bout 1 m away from us, and secondly it all happen in like, 3 seconds.how can anybody do tt?haaaaaaahaaa
i think its because he saw the 50 km/hr sign above and had to do it fast.

i need motivation to go class,help......

im out bye.

"my neighbours both have problems with their chinese.they are hardworking, and successful and terefore they are systematically marginalised, even in education.." this is a quote from the person who built Spore up and strong advocate of racial harmony, a person who "forced' racial homogenous, is putting it down. but im sure of course he just wants to protect the chinese population and want fair treatment. his statements have angered indonesia and not forgetting msia. Can ASEAN be color- blind? can mantras like ' malays are lasy, chinese are greedy and indians are cheats'. be done away or forgotten? We want spore to be open and advance to a more liberal society but our culture and traditions binds us and holds us back.It is shown even in the papers. We are lving in a a new era and world, where if a race points a finger at another race,literally, we get a war.